yeah. Its a pain in the ass. And I hate it. But I made promises to help out all week. They are really depending on me and its not in my nature to break promises and let people down. I really did not know school was starting freaking tomarrow. Seriously I thought it was next week. So now Im letting down all of yall, our teachers and stuff and Im so sorry for that. I really do want to be back in school now that I know that it is starting tomarrow. I feel like I cant win either way...but Im keeping my promise and sticking to it. I miss seeing all of yall. I wont be at home, so if yall want my new cell number just email me at myspace or something. I hate myself at the moment. I dont do that often. Im always saying the wrong thing and getting myself in these situations. whatever, though. I need to stop freaking out because this really isnt in my nature. Im so sorry you guys.