deja vu?

I cant believe this is happening again. Im going to have to miss the first week of class. Unbelievable. Is it a curse? This morning, I realized, that classes start on monday. I was thinking they start on tuesday, the 16th. I felt for sure that was when they started. Yes. I am officially a retard. Am I mad at myself? yes. But can I make it class monday? no...it does not look that way. Theres no possible way. Beating myself abruptly on the head, right now. Emailed our professors. Hoping so badly they will forgive. Almost had a heart attack earlier today. Really angry at myself. More to come later, when I like myself again.