Merry Haloween

Everyone's ansy today because its haloween. Lily gave me a black rose...beautiful. Im a fairy. Professor tater is dressed as a wanker today. too busy smelling bogangles to consentrate.

oh! look at those pickles.

today, beautifully fulfilling, yet breathtakingly fast. Didnt do any actual schooling, although i was there for a long time. During which, my virginity was questioned. It can still be in question for all i care. Red, once being my favorite color of hair, now make me nausiated and looking for the nearest toilet. Mantheus, I still enjoy gazing upon your hair, you didnt keep your hair for extra attention. Its funny how so many people took that joke the wrong way. I as always, was sarcastic, and joking about the whole thing. I never felt inadequate about my luscious brown hair. you cant be happy trying to impress someone else all the time, you know. the person i want to read this probably wont. after school, went to Lily's lovely home and indulged on deliscous sandwhiches, pickles, cider and shrimp. In that order. First of all, lily makes a good sandwhich. Its weird because i dont think theres a secret to her sandwich making. they are just always soooo good. Next, those pickles, were awesome. They were homemaid, double sweet, and well, the deamiest pickles I have ever had the pleasure of tasting. I ate a bunch plain and I had a lot on my sandwhich. I could still prally eat a whole lot more. *sigh* pickles have never made me so excited. anywho, lily's homemaid cider. yes. great stuff. We watched "the others". It was great seeing shat and lily's cuz faces since theyd never seen it. Yup. that was my day. made my way home in the rain. got behind the pansiest bunch of drivers possible. too timid to speed up although it wasnt raining. grrr.

red toothpaste and black shoelaces

yesterday i forgot to mention that professor Bell used his evil brainwaves to convince another classmate of mine to unplug my mouse. They finally plugged it back in, but it still didnt work, causing me to reboot the computer with my stuff still open, unsaved. That could have been disasterous. It wasnt though, cuz i save so often anyways. Im in desktop publishing right now. Not learning anything. charlie is throwing gum across the room. Pretty daddy is behind me out the window smoking a cigerette, or Reefer, cant tell which.

Cheese, like the wind.

today started off slow, had a good thirty minutes alone with professor tater in his office. yes. the lights were off. Later, shmee and I jokingly decided to go redheaded for haloween. its because we are pain stakingly, incredably uncontrolably jealous of redheads. Natural redheads, dyed ones, apparently ones who arent redheaded yet but will be, etc.... It must be so obvious to everyone in the room. Yall have no idea how annoyed i get everytime studious and mantheus objectify that poor vulger horndog. *ahem* anywho...shat was violated. repeatedly by professor Bell. Shame! get a room, next time. theres a closet, man! I suceeded, finally, with my semester long goal. I singlehandedly caused professor Tater to want cheese. Score!

hey, jealousy.

I think a lot of us are feeling inadequate in our graphic classes. I know i was, for a while. Its like being pushed into a funk and its been a struggle to get back. When ever i think i might wanna quit, for some reason i remember how much i loved graphic design when i first started. Back when i was not feeling pressured to be awesome with everything, and not comparing myself to other awesome people. I always felt really lucky to find a career path that would allow my creativeness and artistic side to be used. Thats why I havent quit yet, although the drama would be beautiful! Anywho, its late. and well i have some more work to do, and many miles to walk before i sleep.

Studious in red

Weve taken to aplauding lily when she enters a room. the look on her face is priceless, cuz she doesnt care for all that attention. today was no different. we get odd looks, but neither me nor shmee care much. today was loverly. didnt get wenised in the eye because someone wanted to model more than me, not saying that kind of thing would go down...*ahem* Poor Shatty may have been in a bad mood. Even lily's tearjerking reendition of Bohemian Rhapsody wouldnt bring him around. I gotta say, it was better than kelly picklers discusting version. Saw a lot of green today in Desktop Publishing. Thats all I will say about that. Took a test today for tomarrow's class that i wont be in. Profesor tator might actually trust me cuz he gave it to me and then left. I was too busy actually doing the test to realize that he was gone. I finished and looked up for him. He was gone! Not that I would have cheated, I have higher standards for myself than that. After school shmee and I went on a hunt for shananagans. We eventually found them in the form of one Studious *ahem* stud, *ahem* looking hot in that red shirt, fellah... Hope shmee and I didnt get him fired. He dropped some stuff when we were cat-calling him. those rollie chairs were fun. After I dropped off shmee, my day was down hill. and uphill....towards my house.

sweet shananagan stuff

Today, excessively uneventful besides the over printing of the same box. I didnt know being short included apoligizing profusely for visiting the print offices more than once. Shanananagan! However, I dont have high hopes for my grade this time either. Whatever, I always have next semester. During photography, studious was getting his mac on. indeed, the girl in question was not wearing a hairnet and the two were not using the service entrance, but he was all about that chick. studied briefly for a test while watching Shatworth play games. Lily tried to end my boredome by showing me the end of the world, badger, and magical trevor....Highly amusing. Wearing a confederate hat at this very moment. Looking hot.

thanks for the memories...

okay heres my fall break, condensed. Left a day early to hit the beach. Went to Emerald Isle...it was loverly. The weather was sunny and cool. It rained a bit at night. for more details and photos, check out lady rea's blog. shes produced an awesome report. came back home to sleep it off for four days. Now Im back at school. bleck.

cha cha cha

welps, this will be my last post for a whole week. Im going to the beach. Im very excited. Wishing certain other peoples could come along too. Ill miss you guys! Im having trouble typing tonight, one handed because smuge, the dog, is laying on my other one. usually she'd have to find her own head rest, but shes feeling under the weather. her tail has been drooping all day. poor thing. usually shes so happy. Im excited about being a bum. Usually I am anyway, but this week I wont feel bad for it. Im feeling better about my projects now. Im not saying they are any better, I just am putting more love into them than I was. I think that'll make the difference. I didnt get to see shmee today, because I didnt come in early. I highly regret it now. My day just wasnt complete. Theres always tomarrow though! I highly miss her at this moment. Shat just told me about something I must try if I ever go to Outback again. Two words: orlando sauce. Thank you shat! I keep bumping smuge accidently. she looks up at me with those sad, beady lil black eyes. hope shes better tommarrow. anywho, i think ive said enough tonight. until next time, dearest friends!

ooooo! Bright! and and Shiny!

Hello, and good day. Lifes been too hectic to post lately. This afternoon, shmee brought up a good point many may not have noticed about me. I am easily distracted. Thats not the point she was making, but thats the reason for what Im about to say. You see, I can hardly wear any jewelry. Shiny objects catch my attention. and I move them around. Like rings, I twist, switch fingers, gaze at, or slide. so, I would often take them off, and put them in my pocket. She thought I was have problems with the person who gave me the ring. I was simply trying to stay focused.

I could use some chapstick

Hi Friends. Im sorry to say I missed class today. I am ashamed. Sometimes its hard to get up and face the world. I had several things due today, and I sent emails to my professor. I hope he got them. I sent them to two different places, just in case he didnt check one of them. I spent 2.5 hours loading the attachment files for said assignments. Ive officially had enough of dial up. I missed seeing my friends, but Im used to missing people who I really like to spend time with, I miss TJ all the time. He and I have gotten into a habit of wanting to talk to each other all the time. We just dont run out of things to say. My mom's annoyed with me because of it. Often I get the feeling she doesnt think Im going anywhere, and she doesnt understand why I am so tired at night, or why I spend hours up ever night working. I just dont have time at school and the computer is never free until 9:30. Tonight it wasnt until 11. I spend all my time thinking about my school work, doing school work, or worrying over it. I am aware that never shows in the finished product. That bothers me. I did get some cleaning down in my room today. Now you can see the floor.

Try the Snoz-berries! They taste like Snoz-berries!

Hi you guys! Im in a super-fab-tabulous mood. if you cant read that, watch the original Willie Wonka. I gotta say, I love my friends! Theyve done so much for me! Cant show or say my appreciation enough to them. Sigh....they are just too nice! I've had my ups and downs with people I thought were my friends in the past. I mean the only person I was friends with in high school that I still talk to is well, the shat. And we werent really friends then! But anywho....its nice to have friends you can really depend on, and trust. Good stuff....Today, I saw a lot of Professor Tater. I'm sure he's tired of my shananagans. Im indifferent to his. He will not win. No matter how many times he posts....haha....private joke.....

Im a Rhino! Arf. Arf.

Ive decided I am sorry, somewhat, about my comments towards professor Bell. I would rather he didnt kiss my ass. The post before that was written in haste. I hate it when something huge happens and youre not allowed to talk about it. Maybe later I can. But anywho, I wrote down my thoughts before even deciding that i should say certain things. I assure you all that I am not down on myself. I am also, as an added point, aware that I feel I have lots of potential in the graphic design field. I wont be pushed aside that easily, because I know I have a lot of good ideas, I just havent learned how to do them yet. Anywho! I hate excuses and whining. Im definatly working extra hard on the rest of my projects. Be afraid, yall.

Who are you lurking at?

I heard this morning (by a lil birdie, a yellow one) that professor Bell was weeding out students by giving us hard-ass projects and being overly strict with his grading. We are all aware of the grade I recieved. Trying to send me a message, sir? I have one retort. Kiss my ass. You cant get rid of me that easily. You think I suck? I havent even finished learning Illustrator, and youve already judged my skills as less than average? You know, I wasnt graded at all on my graphic skills or ideas? Just because the die was wrong before I even got ahold of it, and i couldnt figure out how it went? I will overcome. Illiteracy prevails. Feather, Feather, Feather.

Stupid yo-yos

Today, this blog wont make sense to anyone but me. I learned something that could possibly change my life, if I let it. Im not ready (not sure if I will ever be) to talk about it. I dont want to say details. Dont Ask. Im just saying: everything I ever thought about myself, how I was not good enough, not important enough, and not the best, was suddenly made clear that I was right about, at the time. My feelings, the way I view myself, has of course changed drastically since then. But its heartbreaking, to realize that I was right. Those feelings will never return. Im okay. Im over this already, but not really. Fogetting will be the hardest because certain things, words and places will always remind me. Cant say some things will ever be the same.

Well, if it aint sand in my hair, and breeze between my toes

So...Another weekend gone, you say? I need a good long week to rest up. A vacation to the beach would be just the stuff. Oh! Wait! I am going to the beach! I love large bodies of water. I cant swim, however. just float, temperarily. also, the ocean is litered with the Jelly's. They freakin suck! I mean, they only hurt for a lil while, and the pain isnt that bad, but everytime i get in the water and see one, all i think about is "Oh! was that it touching me? am i being stung?" and then i go sit in the hot sand. But, I love the beach! The water reservoir just isnt as good.

Because Im a Lady Thats Why

I guess I should be ashamed but Im not about that last post. I dont have any excuses, only that I was mad and that should be reason enough. I usually do not cuss, and there are certain words I would never say under any circumstances. I didnt post yesterday, so Ill do a quick recap: went to walgreens, supposedly my pictures that I was told were sold were "blank" however no negatives to prove this claim were available. Lily, who breeds rabbits for profit and pleasure went back home to retrieve 7 bunnies that she was planning to sell. I went with her. I dont think I was very much help but I managed to wrangle two for the cause. Lily caught the other five in the same amount it took me to catch the two. On the way to Shlonis, we almost died. We then went to Mrs. Hickey's home. Shat showed up later. I thought he was already drunk. I had to leave early due to a prior engagement. (I got married) (just kidding) thats it really. While i was off with lily, i later learned, many people were tryingto get ahold of me. if i had a better phone, Mom, I would have got the calls.

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Today, Im pissed. Not at you, professor bell, unless you buy photos without looking at them before leaving. Only idiots do that. Shall I tell you why there is one said blonde on my hit list? Okay! I will! Heres how it went down: So I was totally not procrastinating this week for our photography assignment. I was done 2 days in advance. Yes! I celebrated mentally. I dropped off my photos at Walgreens, although I had heard stories. 15% discounts really cant be beat. The Blonde at the counter was chatty and spacey, but i wasnt skeerd. She'd processed my photos before. So I tell her I will get them the next day (today, now) she says Ill ring you up as 1 hour! I say no! Im not waiting...I ll be back tomarrow...this was 5:30ish. Today I go back. I was relieved to see that ditz was not there. Way too friendly to be enjoyable. I hand my claim ticket to the nice, innocent man at the counter. He looks for my pictures. and looks....and looks...and looks... and looks. He checks the computer. hands me my ticket. Says those pictures have already been purchased. Effing Impossible! I laugh in his face. Funny joke...No! Really! Find my damn pictures. He tells me they were sold at 6:19 yesterday afternoon. I was at home. I have the claim ticket. Where the hell are my pictures? Does the ditz just hand pictures to random people? whats the purpose of claim tickets? Can she read? Tommarrow, at walgreens, things will not be pretty. I know shes working tomarrow. I hope she cries.

Bad Influences

Geee, Shloni. Apparently, Mrs. Hickey's van means trouble trouble trouble. We decided to go to a low quality mexican resteraunt today, instead of having class. We were with our two teachers: Professors Tator and Bell. We had a jolly-good time. "Authority" figures can sometimes be entertaining. We (as in members of the Order) took photos over at watson stage. Seriously hoping they turn out good. I had a couple creepy moments in the hallway in the back of the stage. Does anyone know if its supposed to be haunted? all i know is, Im glad shmee was there, except im not sure i would have noticed if i were alone. I kept feeling a presence behind me...grrr! creepy. I hope the picture shmee took has something in it! Class was a bit depressing. Only made 62 on Mr. Rubiks. Definately redoing! I was angry at prof. bell for about five minutes, then i realized I was the one who half-assed the thing the whole time. I am indeed a bum. Well, actually Im a serial procrastenator. I wonder if anyones noticed? Im not as bad a procrastonater as TJ, though. If you think Im bad, try getting him to get stuff done. He is Sooooo easy going about everything. He rubbed off on me, although I was already sorta that way. I got worse after I started hanging with him.

Pie-flavored skivving snackboxes

Apparently Shloni is a bad influence. She convinced Lily and I to skip class. Shame! Loni! You trickster, you! It was a good thing too, I was completly out of control during lunch and on into the afternoon. I was in a great mood. We ventured over to the bread store. I bought a cheese danish and Lily bought everyone pies. the words 'danish' and 'pie' are my favorites. as well as 'sandwich' 'shananagan' and 'wenis.' Those pies are awesome! Im still having really good thoughts about the cherry one I ate. Im unsure as to whether Im the only one who feels this way, but I hate other drivers on the road. Thats all other drivers that I have to endeur. I have to drive 20 miles to and from school everyday: 80 minutes total...give or take a few. Ive decided that if you are on the road at the same time I am, I hate you. That sounds aweful because I really dont hate people, but other drivers arent people to me...just huge metal gnats that wont stop flying around me because i cant swat at them properly. Yesh...I use profanity in my head directed at slow old people and destracted women doing their make up and other people that are in a hurry and cut me off. During all other times of the day I have quite pleasant thoughts about everyone.