Monday, September 25, 2006
Stupid yo-yos
Today, this blog wont make sense to anyone but me. I learned something that could possibly change my life, if I let it. Im not ready (not sure if I will ever be) to talk about it. I dont want to say details. Dont Ask. Im just saying: everything I ever thought about myself, how I was not good enough, not important enough, and not the best, was suddenly made clear that I was right about, at the time. My feelings, the way I view myself, has of course changed drastically since then. But its heartbreaking, to realize that I was right. Those feelings will never return. Im okay. Im over this already, but not really. Fogetting will be the hardest because certain things, words and places will always remind me. Cant say some things will ever be the same.
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2 comments:
Shvic...I love ya...I think you are great...a wonderful friend...and you are worth so much to so many of us. Love ya! Love Ya! LOVEYA! *Kisses*
Vicky! You are a wonderful and fantastic person! No one and no thing has the right to make you feel inferior! I love you Vicky Vean! If you ever need to talk about this or anything else. You know where to find me (you do have my number ya know).
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